When I Finally Let Go of the Curriculum That Just Didn’t Work
By Lindsey, certified special-ed educator & co-founder, Schoolio
This has been on my mind today…
A few years ago, I made what I thought was going to be a game-changing purchase for our homeschool. I joined a group buy of Gather Round and was thrilled to finally have something that looked like it would make my life easier.
I loved everything about it—at least, on the surface.
The artwork? Gorgeous. Those soft watercolors made my teacher-heart swoon. Honestly, it felt like it was designed more for parents than kids, which, in hindsight, should’ve been a clue. The format? Brilliant in theory. Everyone learning the same thing at the same time? No more juggling three different subjects, three different levels, three different kids? Yes, please.
I wanted so badly for it to work.
But here’s the reality: my kids hated it.
The lessons felt like fact after fact with little room for curiosity or critical thinking. The images I found beautiful didn’t grab them at all. The activities didn’t spark anything except resistance. And instead of making life easier, it made it harder. Because when your kids aren’t engaged, you spend twice the energy convincing, redirecting, negotiating. It became a daily tug-of-war instead of a tool.
And it was expensive. Not just financially, though that stung too—but emotionally. I had invested hope. I had invested energy. And it felt like I had failed when it didn’t work.
Eventually, I had to admit what was obvious: it wasn’t the right fit. And like many other programs, books, and “perfect solutions” before it, I shelved it. This one, though, felt like the last straw.
Because here’s the thing: I don’t have standard-issue kids. I have neurodivergent learners. Their brains are curious, vibrant, and beautifully unique. They don’t learn by filling in the same worksheet, at the same time, in the same way. And when I tried to force it, all of us ended up frustrated.
That moment—closing the book on a curriculum I wanted so badly to work—was also the moment I realized I couldn’t keep outsourcing the decisions about what would fit my family. I had to build something that actually worked for them. Something that made sense not in theory, but in practice.
That’s when I started creating my own programming. Not because I wanted to, but because I had to. And honestly? It was the best “failure” that ever happened to our homeschool.
So if you’ve been there—spending money, time, and hope on a curriculum that ends up collecting dust—I want you to know it’s not you. It doesn’t mean you failed. It doesn’t mean your kids are “too difficult.” It just means that program wasn’t built for your unique learners. And that’s okay.
Sometimes letting go is exactly what opens the door to the kind of learning that works.